Hello world! it's my first blog of the year! anyhow, i'm here in Starbucks along SLEX, alone on valentines, my bee is in Sydney, working... wish i could be there right now.. Have i mentioned why I'm here and alone? well, i'm having bluey pm'd today, its his 20Tkm check up, its kinda weird coz his km is actually 8Tkm, but then i follow kse the 6month rule. So i always come here every 6 months. So there... i also just ate lunch, alone. it's kinda weird. i don't know. i actually had done this before several times whenever i get to be assigned on a project in a diff country.. but doing this here in PH, it feels weird.. not in a bad way, just different weird.. and while i was eating, this waitress gave me a balloon, a red heart shaped balloon, so yeah it's valentines so maybe that's why there is something in the air that makes it all feel weird eating alone.. Oh well, whatever it is, i'm quite sure i'll be doing this again, but probably not on valentines..:p so after lunch, i made my way here in starbucks, holding my red balloon, i saw this little kid with his mom, and thought well, i might as well give it to him, i'm sure he'll enjoy it more than me, his mom was actually surprised, actually me too, its rare, super rare that i approach a complete stranger and offer them something, but you know what it feels good. and now here i am writing this blog...
My mom just texted me that somebody sent me flowers at home! hmmm.. OMG... thanks bee! i'm assuming it's from him.. Right? no, i'm absolutely certain it's from him. who else would give me flowers?! hehe.. wonder what kind of flowers he got me.. i remember the first time he gave me flowers, it was also delivered, in my hotel room in Tokyo... i cant forget the face of the japanese receptionist, he was all "kinikilig" when he told me that i received a package hehe... it was a bunch of different flowers, and the best part of it was that, i don't think there was even an occasion. he just missed me a lot.. awwww. then the second time, yes there was a second time he gave me flowers :p it was my bday, i think in 2007.. he was in Paris, and i'm here in Manila.. again, i wasn't expecting anything coz before he left he already gave me my bday gift.. the Bora trip! :p at that time it was pink roses, a dozen i think.. it was soo sweet... haay. so there, that's why im sure the flowers are from him. he always does it whenever we're apart.. i hope i wont get spoiled and expect something everytime we are apart...hehe... haay. now i feel guilty, coz i didn't get him anything. i didn't even give him a gift last Xmas! i'm soo bad.. ): oh well... it's hard to give him gifts kse! hehe.. i know i'm making excuses, but it's true! every time July comes, i feel stressed thinking what i'll give him on his bday.. yup, it takes me a month to decide what i'll give him..and so far, i'd like to think that he was happy with all my gifts..coz i've stressed about it for like a month! :p
my laptop's running out of battery and i better go back to bluey na, so i guess, that's my valentines for 2009.. alone but not really lonely.. i hope you had a good one.. :p